Thursday 20 June 2019

The Victory

All ways are solutions, no ways are problems for The Inclination to Keep on Inclining Forever, in all reality, Forever.

Wednesday 5 June 2019

Prologue v.05

This is the continuation of 2 of my previous posts.

One day a group of Inclinations managed to create living beings constrained in physical matters. All the spirits were amazed and some decided to participate in the venture resulting in varieties of interesting kinds of creatures. Some others were skeptical and proposed to limit the growth of these new beings. Among those skeptics, there were those who forced on controlling the numbers using the help of the spirit of stupidity. They argued that access to wisdom shall not be given to such lowly creatures.

As a result, the physical living beings became highly hostile to one another and also other forms of existence, what makes it worse is that they have little motivation to improve their still immature negotiation skills. This results in them running into dangers and disasters, committing violence against each other, killing, and parasitism.

And so is the development of life until the birth of humanity. 

Then it was revealed that the spirits who brought life into beings have a further purpose, which is to use the physical beings to subdue the chaotic universes beyond this universe, in order to make sense of everything in the umbrella of this universe. 

The purpose was unknown until the other spirits noticed the birth of physical creatures with the ability to fathom the sense of self. Some of these creatures dream, which means they traveled to the other side. This ability is so controversial they ended up investigating the issue until it was revealed, that the reason that these forms of lives were given the power is so that this universe could integrate all of the other universes

When comes to human beings, this form of life is especially concerning. Not only that they dream, but they also able to develop their negotiation skills quickly. In such a short time, they were able to project their dreams into reality.

The opposition group grew weary of the situation, they stood by the position that the humans might bring about all the chaos into the inside of this universe and made it undesirable for continuity to stay. Some of them schemed to attract human beings into evil, knowing that their intelligence would allow them to be truly evil. If they were successful, these spirits wanted to have the support to wipe out the form of existence from the universe. 

However "The Son" which is "The Inclination to keep on Inclining Forever", son of the strongest Inclination, the one who is called the omnipotent, "The Inclination to Incline" knew of the plan and warned them. 
"Are you trying to serve the Father by becoming a part of my enemy?" 
The enemy He was talking about was none other than His father's shadow, "The Inclination to not Incline". 
"You guys are going to bring evil into humanity, making them stop wanting to keep on inclining?"
"But your highness, these humans have the potential to destroy the universe"
"So you would solve it by accepting the hand of the one who wants to destroy the universe himself? Instead of consulting me? You Fools! 

"Your Highness!" A spirit came and reported hastily
"Report your highness, the Inclination to judge has merged with the humans, they now have created a category in their mind, which is identical to the category we recognized as eternally bad!"

"What? They indeed have contracted him, "The Inclination to Judge", Alas! you guys, what have you done!"
"Your Highness! now we have no choice now but to limit their lifespan, otherwise, there is a chance that the shadow would use them to grow at the unimaginable rate!"
....
"I knew it, you guys knew! You all were doing this on purpose, you provoked the inclination to judge to merge with the humans so that the enemy would have the place to grow!"
"No Your Highness we just want to stop this thing lower forms of lives, the material lives, from destroying our universe!"
"So you preferred to strengthen my enemy because of it?! Oh, how I've witnessed the birth of the son of the enemy, the spirit of eternal envy"

The Inclination to Incline took his time in silence while looking into them deeply. This made them unsettle, they couldn't stand it and wanted to get away.

"Dare you say you only wanted good for the universe...
My communication with you only resulted in you, giving me subpar answers. If one lied against the good, it would mean rebellion against the Truth herself. I see no point in continuing this, get away from my sight!"

After that, the Son promised to create new boundaries between him and those traitors. He left and proceeded to plan to deal with the humans.

"Now, these humans are liable to the experience of depressing sufferings." said the Son,
"I will make sure that they could increase their negotiation skills, and would lean their preferences towards Me. There is still a chance, using the power of their dream, they could develop administrations that are good to sync with me and everybody else that is in me, and then we all are going to render the shadow powerless. That's how they are going to be saved."


Tuesday 4 June 2019

The Survivor

If you haven't seen my previous post, I'd just let you know that I'm talking about Melki's universe talked about there. As much as it seems similar to our circumstances, this is not a scientific journal article.

Before the universe became the only truth, all kinds of existence existed, allowed and not allowed, limited energy and unlimited energy, before and after, and after being before the before, they were all there. Absolute non-existence was never be, it has never been ever, and will never be. Even though whether or not the word "be" itself actually mean something in that chaos.  
However "continuation" exist only in Melki's universe, the "Memory" or the Truth, Inclinations that respects the truth, and limited energy, is what remains matter, so to speak.  

Attack on the Zero Sum hopelessness

In Melki's universe, there are main cores of existence. Some of them are:
1. Memory
2. The Inclinations 
3. Energy

These three elements are cores and couldn't exist without the other. Their interactions are what the people in this universe recognized as the universe or existence itself. 

"Energy" is like a gate, using the gate "Inclination" can be exercised. Say for example the inclination for a particle to jump towards another particle, when it got into contact with a gate, the inclination's wish could be realized and the particle jumped. However, without any contact with any gate, it's incredibly hard to make any changes. 
"Memory" is also called the truth. I will explain about Memory separately because it's going to take quite a long detour from the introduction. 

Back to Energy, the number of energy is always constant, this phenomenon is called "the Zero Sum". The problem is, whenever an inclination is exercised, it gave birth to many different inclinations and they all wanted to use the gates. 

Thanks to "Memory" who gave birth to a core called "Time", Time helped the Inclinations to access the gate one after another, making it possible for a new core to be born, "Hope". 
However, because there are so many Inclinations who wanted access to the gates at one time, some group of Inclinations formed barricades in order to give birth to a new core called "Matter" or is also known as "The Lock". Matter locked access to gates from some Inclinations, in order to open the lock further negotiations between Inclinations are required, or they just have to wait for their prescribed turn (given by "Memory"). 

Even though Energy cannot increase in total, but it could be divided and shared between many different inclinations that could use it. Some Inclinations need only a few gates to be exercised while some Inclinations require many.

The Zero Sum phenomenon can't stop Inclinations from being hopeful.

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"Memory" is actually a law or agreed upon agreements between inclinations to never defy a winner of historical type inclinations.   

"Inclinations" also known as "Spirits" has two kinds of their own.
1. Historical Spirit
2. Perpetual Spirit

Historical spirit could be known by observing their relationship with memory. Memory tends to love some Inclinations. The Inclinations she loved will become "History", it means that all the enemy of the Inclination will never be able to win over it. 
For example, "The Inclination for star A to supernova before star B experienced supernova" is an enemy of the "Inclination for star B to supernova before star A experienced supernova". When the truth chose the former over the later, the later would never have the ability to overthrow the former, and as soon as the truth made her choice, all Inclinations in existence will have to work in that protocol. The truth is undeniable. 

So "Historical Spirit" are those that either became "History" or "Myth" but the perpetual spirits are Inclinations that keep on playing the game with time, they could win multiple times or they could lose. For example "The Inclination for stars to experience supernova", many times this doesn't exercise in the universe but also many times it's exercised.   

Inclinations cannot be without Memory, Energy would be meaningless without Inclinations, and the Truth is all about the relationship between Energy and Inclinations, without them there would be no "Memory". 

Sunday 28 April 2019

Abduction of 2 boys

Boy A and B are two kids living in the same neighborhood. One day an illegal organ harvester kidnapped both of the kids firstly Boy A and then Boy B. Boy A was locked in the attic, while boy B was locked in the basement.

One day Boy A found a gun and shoot the kidnapper in the foot. He shot another bullet in another leg, rendering the kidnapper unable to walk. Boy A tied the kidnapper in the attic and ran out.

However, the house was located in the valley of a secluded place, an earthquake yesterday has blocked every path out from the location.
Boy A returned to the house and began to lay on the floor crying.

Not long after he started to wreak havoc upon the house, destroying many appliances and pieces of furniture. The kidnapper pleaded for him to stop destroying his house, but the kid said: "I didn't ask to be brought here, I will do whatever I want".

After saying that suddenly he heard boy B's voice from the basement. He found boy B and set him free. He explained that there's no way out, and in disbelieve boy B ran out to check. Upon returning boy B kneeled and cried.

The next day the kidnapper asked the boys to tend his wounds because it's hurting unbearably. Boy B wanted to help but boy A stopped him. Boy B reasoned that they needed an adult to teach them how to survive, and in the end, they agreed to keep the kidnapper alive. But the wounds had become rotten and the kidnapper instructed the boys to amputate both of his legs. Because the kidnapper used to be a medical doctor, they somehow managed to complete the operation.

Boy A refused to sleep in the same room with the kidnapper, so boy B became the caretaker. Boy A sometimes threw tantrums and destroy more and more things. At last one-day boy B decided to face boy A while in his tantrum, and they fought with each other intensely.

Even though boy A is stronger, but boy B was relentless. When boy A grew tired, he stopped and asked: "What do you want?", boy B replied: "I want you to involve me in making decisions on what to do in the house, and I want you to listen to me, just listen, to my suggestions in relation to changing things around."

And so, both of the boys agreed that they wouldn't act on their own, including not to destroy anything without consulting the other. They also established items that would be owned together and items that would be personal to each.

Later they found what works best for them, is not to share every food they catch equally, nor every tool and every facility they could enjoy. But to give the most share or the longest turn to use a facility for he who contributed the most to the solving of the problem they faced. And as their lifestyle became increasingly stabilize, they began to give a little more appreciation for the rich knowledge the kidnapper shared. He has thought them how to hunt, how to sew to create clothing, carpentry, and rewiring of solar panels, and all of those has contributed to some enjoyable times of their lives. 

Monday 1 April 2019

The Last Dance

Fibonacci Dance between the Inclination to Incline and the Inclination to Keep on Inclining Forever only.

Thursday 21 February 2019

Bodo v.03

Pada suatu hari di tempat kerja,
Seorang pegawai wanita yang masih muda menangis, dan teman-teman wanita yang lain menghiburnya. Seorang laki laki melihatnya dan diusir, karena dia selalu bercanda tidak pernah serius.
Saat mereka kembali bekerja, dia datang dan mengganggu, dibuatlah sebuah cerita:

Pada zaman dahulu kala adalah seekor monyet.
Monyet ini sangat kuat dan tidak kenal takut. Semua teman-temannya mengikutinya karena mereka merasa aman. Tapi suatu hari si monyet menampar monyet lain dan dia merasa lucu. Kemudian tiap hari dia menampar seekor monyet untuk tertawa.
Semua monyet lain marah tapi dia malah tambah senang, karena semua perlawanan dia kalahkan dan menjadi hiburan untuk dirinya. Karena perilakunya itu yang semakin hari semakin menjadi, diapun ditinggalkan oleh semua temannya.

Dia tinggal sendiri di hutan dan bersenang senang, menikmati harinya dengan bahagia. Tapi hari itu sangat pendek, karena tidak lama berselang seekor macan menerkam lehernya dan membunuhnya.
Yang ada dalam pikiran monyet itu hanya satu, tidak biasanya macan mau mendekat, tidak biasanya tidak ada yang berteriak ketika ada macan di sekitar sana. Tentu saja tanpa dia sadari macan itu hanya perlu fokus untuk bersembunyi dari dia saja, hanya ada dia di sana.

Puluhan ribu tahun kemudian,

Seorang pahlawan muncul di kerajaan Eropa, badannya terbesar, suaranya menggelegar, dan kekuatannya sebanding dengan puluhan orang sekaligus.
Pada suatu hari dia memukul bahu teman wanitanya dan bahu itu lepas dari sendinya. Semua teman-temannya marah padanya, dan dia merasa sedih, dia pergi ke rumah seorang dokter, mengangkat tempat tidurnya pelan-pelan (karena dokter itu sedang tidur), dan membawanya ke rumah teman wanita itu. Sesampainya di sana hari telah pagi dan dokter itu bangun. Betapa kagetnya si dokter melihat dirinya berada di rumah orang lain. Tapi setelah tahu masalahnya dokter itu memeriksa tangan si wanita dan memperbaiki posisi bahunya sampai dia sembuh seketika.

Dua ribu tahun kemudian saya terlahir di dunia ini, mewarisi jiwa kepahlawanan leluhur saya sang pahlawan itu. Dokter itu begitu terkesima dengan kebaikan hatinya serta kejantanannya mereka menikah, dan menjadi nenek moyangku.

"Bohong itu" sahut seorang teman kerja wanita
Lalu semua yang lain tertawa.

Laki-laki ini kemudian menjelaskan, bahwa orang yang tidak bisa patah hati, adalah orang yang mati sendirian di tengah hutan. Orang yang patah hati, memperbaiki kesalahannya dan diterima oleh orang lain. Fenomena ini menghasilkan generasi orang-orang yang punya kemampuan patah hati.

Namun kemampuan ini bukanlah kemampuan yang bisa dikendalikan,
dan terkadang perasaan ini muncul tanpa perduli akan situasi dan kondisi yang sebenarnya.

Ditolak oleh orang yang disukai tidak akan membuat kita ditinggalkan di hutan sendirian,
bercerita dan bercengkrama saat bekerja dapat membuat kita dipecat dan mati kelaparan sebagai seorang pengangguran.
Mengapa kita patah hati ketika fetish kita tidak mungkin terpenuhi, tapi tidak patah hati ketika kita lagi ngerumpi sekarang? Menunjukkan betapa bodohnya alam bawah sadar kita, betul tidak?

"Diam! sana balik kerja kalau begitu"
"Iya, suka sekali mengganggu orang"
Dan yang lain pun tertawa...


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Violet Evergarden

Kantor Akuntan Publik BTFD

Friday 11 January 2019

Naughty Virus

The Vaccine is government agency made in order to con and kidnap little kids in the country.
But kidnapped kids will be taken to the police station, and conned money will be returned to their parents.
Jerry was an agent of The Vaccine trusted to create a website that tricked little kids. He created a virtual world possessing multiple mini games that asks for little kids' money.
Many little kids come multiple times to his site and pay lots and lots of money to him. Only because his mini games are actually not that expensive and interesting to play.
Jerry has always wanted to be a game developer but couldn't manage to join major gaming companies. Now that he joined the vaccine he used the budget he has to make upgraded versions of his home made games.